Catch 22

After breathing in and making my lungs half-full, I closed my eyes for a while and held my head tightly to think of something to do. This was the moment I feared the most. I never got to tell anyone about my problems and everything that bothers me and I lavishly and extravagantly cried without a single tear falling.

The silence was deafening while I was inside my room. I could only hear the sound of the random cars unidentified approaching from time to time. I worried about the coming days. I worried about my decisions and moves the moment I'm caught in between two large choices. The decisions will eventually change my life.

While lost in the sea of confusion, I managed to turn on the light just to improve my room's view. Without any hesitation, I slept with the lights turned on. I haven't done this for such a long time.